Heartbroken into pieces..

Jin tian de tian qi yin yin de..
Xin qing ye hui hui de..
Zen me ban..
Wo yao zen me mian dui ta?
Yi ping chang xin ma?
Wo..hao xiang zuo bu dao..
Hao fan..
Hao luan..
Shui neng gao su wo gai zen me zuo..
Xin cai bu hui na me tong..
Ye bu hui jue de ta hen huai..
Wo..
Hao xiang hen ni..
Ke shi, wo zuo bu dao..
Ni wei shen me yao zhe yang ne?!!
Wo! fang bu xia ye fang bu kai..
Ni jing ran na yang zuo...
Zai ni yan li..
Wo zhen de shi zhe zhong ren ma?
Wo hao huai yi ni shuo guo de mei yi ju hua..
Shi zhen de, hai shi wan wan de..
Xin hao tong hao tong...

Today's whether is cloudy and rainy..
My mood is also raining..
What am I suppose to do..
To face you..
Like normal?
I.. think I can't do that...
So irritated..
So confused..
Who can tell me what to do?
So that my heart won't hurt so badly.
And i won't think that you're bad..
I..
Wanna hate you
But, I can't do it..
Why are you doing this?!!
I! Can't let it go..
You actually did that?
To you..
Am I really that kind of person?
I'm beginning to suspect the words u used to said..
Is it true, or it's all fake..
My heart aches...