气死我了！她以为她谁啊？！

今天我真超气的咯！我真的受够了！她越来越过分了。。根本就没把我放在眼里过！她当我谁啊？酱讨厌我们班？走啦！厚！你以为我喜欢你哦？才怪叻。滚回你班啦！我靠叻！

还说你对我很失望。我才对你很失望咯！表面上跟你很好，可是却在你背后捅你一刀！最讨厌和恨这种人！简直就是人类中的人渣！结果咧？把错推到我身上！自己一点错都没有！哼！好朋友就可以这样吗？好朋友的定义是在你不注意的时候捅你一刀吗？如果真的是这样，那我宁愿不要有好朋友咯！什么嘛。。或许是我的错，可是，你有没有想过，你也有错呢？你错再把这件事公诸于世！虽然说你是为我好或什么，可是，我也有我的自尊心的好吗？！不要以为你都没错，只有我错！我好失望和难过。唉。。

心碎了。。

我真的不知道要怎么办才好，她可以说是我的好友叻。可是，她却那么说我，讲得我那么贱，好吧，就如你所愿，我就是这样！怎样？？不可以哦？甘愿了吗？！我突然才发现我那么的不了解你。我，也许不配做你的好友吧？他们才适合。你，什么事都告诉他们，而我呢？问你的时候，都说没事啦。我，那么的不配吗？心痛。。也许，该放手了吧。*emo-ing* 唉。。

小豬我不會唱歌MV鬧鬼? Show Luo's 'Wo Bu Hui Chang Ge' MV Haunted??

P/S:make sure u listen to it carefully!it's like so damn clear man!!the 'heng heng heng' sound.. creepy siutt!if can't rite, switch on ur speaker or whatever louder!!leave me comments and tell me what u think!did you hear it or not???

亲爱的，那不是爱情~张韶涵[Qin Ai De, Na Bu Shi Ai Qing~Zhang Shao Han]

Lyrics:
教室裏那颱風琴叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的聲音 動作一直很輕
微笑看你送完信 轉身離開的背影
喜歡你字跡清秀的關心

那溫熱的 牛奶瓶 在我手中握緊
有你在的地方 我總感覺很窩心
日子像旋轉木馬 在腦海裏轉不停
出現那些你對我好的場景

你說過牽了手就算約定
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像來不及許願的流星
再怎麼美麗也只能是曾經

太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明

那溫熱的 牛奶瓶 在我手中握緊
有你在的地方 我總感覺很窩心
日子像旋轉木馬 在腦海裏轉不停
出現那些你對我好的場景

你說過牽了手就算約定
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像來不及許願的流星
再怎麼美麗也只能是曾經

太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明

太美的承諾因為太年輕
但親愛的那並不是愛情
就像是精靈住錯了森林
那愛情錯的很透明

Heartbroken into pieces..

Jin tian de tian qi yin yin de..
Xin qing ye hui hui de..
Zen me ban..
Wo yao zen me mian dui ta?
Yi ping chang xin ma?
Wo..hao xiang zuo bu dao..
Hao fan..
Hao luan..
Shui neng gao su wo gai zen me zuo..
Xin cai bu hui na me tong..
Ye bu hui jue de ta hen huai..
Wo..
Hao xiang hen ni..
Ke shi, wo zuo bu dao..
Ni wei shen me yao zhe yang ne?!!
Wo! fang bu xia ye fang bu kai..
Ni jing ran na yang zuo...
Zai ni yan li..
Wo zhen de shi zhe zhong ren ma?
Wo hao huai yi ni shuo guo de mei yi ju hua..
Shi zhen de, hai shi wan wan de..
Xin hao tong hao tong...

Today's whether is cloudy and rainy..
My mood is also raining..
What am I suppose to do..
To face you..
Like normal?
I.. think I can't do that...
So irritated..
So confused..
Who can tell me what to do?
So that my heart won't hurt so badly.
And i won't think that you're bad..
I..
Wanna hate you
But, I can't do it..
Why are you doing this?!!
I! Can't let it go..
You actually did that?
To you..
Am I really that kind of person?
I'm beginning to suspect the words u used to said..
Is it true, or it's all fake..
My heart aches...

突擊LOLLIPOP棒棒堂新居-王子+敖犬+威廉@模范棒棒堂20070904

Omg! Wang Zi Damn Kawaii!!! Muahhx!

Nothing...

Wo zhi xiang shuo..
Wo dui ni zhen de hen shi wang..
Ru guo wo zai ni yan li zhen de shi zhe yang,
na..wo yao hen yi dian...
Wo men jue jiao ba..
Dui bu qi..

我们之间 - 棒棒堂

这一段时间 有着什么样的画面
喜怒哀乐全写在日记里面
发现 每一页全都是经典
所有故事都值得纪念

现实的考验 我们说好一起面对
不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待 彼此更美好的明天
我们说好谁也不放弃谁

手牵着手(连成线 最紧密的圆圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身边)
深呼吸 做你最高的堡垒
风吹过的海边
雨水下过的季节
让我好想念

我们之间不会有改变
相同的起点 一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点 会发现
所有的心愿 会实现

现实的考验 我们说好一起面对
不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待 彼此更美好的明天
我们说好谁也不放弃谁

手牵着手(连成线 最紧密的圆圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身边)
深呼吸 做你最高的堡垒
风吹过的海边
雨水下过的季节
让我好想念

我们之间 不会有改变
相同的起点 一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间 转了一大圈
相同的终点 会发现
所有的心愿 会实现

我们之间 不会有改变
相同的起点 一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间 转了一大圈
相同的终点 会发现
所有的心愿 会实现

我们之间一瞬间 变成了乐园
我们之间 转了一大圈
相同的终点 会发现
所有的心愿 会实现

What the hell..

I really don't understand. Nan dao zhe yi qie dou shi wo de cuo ma?? Wei shen me yao xie dao zhe yang?!! Yala! Yala! It's all my fault kay?? I never go band, it's my fault. I make new friends, it's my fault!! All MY FAULT KAY?!! I'm feeling so freaking mad now.. what the hell now? Why can't u just freaking tell me in front of me?!! I can't stand it anymore.. First it's her, now it's another her... Wo na li de zui dao ni men???? Shi bu shi wo qiang le ni men de nan peng you hai shi shen me???? Fine la. Say all you want! I don't give a fuck about it anymore. Four years in SIGS, what I've gained? Friends? I admit. But true friends? Not one at all. Even my closest friends, I'm speechless. I've been maligned by ppl for four years since I entered this school. I regret entering this school dy.. I should have just stayed at SAB from the beginning.. SIGS is not the place for me.. I really feel like changing school dy. I can't stand it anymore. Wo zhen de hao nan guo. I treated you guys like you guys are my best buds. But you, how about you? Treat me as what?? a ball? When you need me, you will look me up. But, when you don't need me, you will kick me here and there. I'm NOT! I'm so pissed off and fed up now. Where are those who said that they will always be there with me? No matter what? I think that's all bullshit. My tears are flowing out non stop. No, I don't wanna cry. I wanna be tough. But I can't. It's like all flowing out non stop.. I don't want myself to look pathetic in front of anyone. No. That's not me. I'm emo. But I'm tough. I'm strong. Stop crying now, me. Sorry. That's all for now.

Life sucks for me..

What the hell is wrong with me recently? I found out that I don't really understand myself... Gosh.
First, it's about me and my friends. Is it really my fault? Maybe it's my fault for skipping the band practices. But it's not that I want know?!! I really don't have the mood to go for the practices. Fine la. It's my fault kay?? Sorry. I admit that I shouldn't judge these stuffs through my mood. I should have went to the practices. Then, it's like all my friends 'bu shuang' me. That's what I think. I know that the competition is near already. But, honestly, I don't feel like going for the competition. I know I shouldn't have thought that way. But, I can't stand the stress I'm suffering. Maybe to all of you, it's just an excuse for me to skip the practices. But, that's how I feel. And I'm telling you guys all these. Who knows. Someday you guys will visit my blog. But, I'm trying to tell you guys what I think and how I feel. I'm trying to stop myself from quitting the band. =/
Second, yesterday 'he' called me. His friend passed away. And he was crying nonstop. I was so shocked as that was the first time he cried in front of me. I was so helpless that time and I can't do anything. Sorry. I'm so useless eh? I'm not good in consolling people. My close friends know this. All I can do is just stand by his side, listening to him crying, doing nothing. Haiz. What the hell man. All I can say is sorry to him.
That's all. =//