Finally~

After struggling for a very long time, I finally decided to cut my long hair short. Wkwk. So yesterday I went to the saloon to cut my hair~ But then actually I was planning to cut on Monday 11am gehh, but then horh, it all changed..Yesterday, my colleague from Sarawak(but she's working in JB now) is coming back to JB because we're going to have dinner with her.. But then it was cancelled last minute.. So my mum suggested I go for my haircut since there's nobody there. So my way to the saloon~

After I arrived at the saloon, my hair designer, Ah Tat was there without customers but he was kinda busy with something. So I waited for him to come and call me. A while later, he came over. So I followed him to my seat. He asked me what I wanted to do to my hair. I said, cut it short. He asked, how short? I said, above shoulder. He was shocked know! Then he asked me whether I made up my mind or not? I said, yeahh. Then he went and get his scissors. When he got back, he said, say bye bye to your hair. Haha. I straight away said, okay^^. So the process was tormenting actually. So the results is something like this:

Paisehh~~

Wahh~ So long bo update my blog lo~ Paisehh nehh~ Busy~
Hmph. So what have I been busy with recently? Work lo. Working at Tesco Tebrau City nehh. But now finish working le. My boss want us all part-timers to work until the 25th niaa. So yesterday was my last day~ Hmph. Other people shiok celebrate christmas but me working. Sob. But yesterday was very happy. Met my friend and he belanja me makan Don Sushi. Woots! Wkwk.
Tmr going to eat out with my friends at work. Wanna eat with my Sarawak friend who was also once working with us. She's going back to Sarawak le. Haiz. Sad siaa. Tomorrow gonna take pics with her gua~ She's a very sweet girl lo~ See my friendster profile, she's the girl with the name Esther. Boyish yet she's quite girlish too.
Well. Update next time. Tataz.
xoxo

holidays? they S.U.C.K.

For your information, the year-end holidays are here. I hear screaming and shouting for joy. But I don't feel the excitement for holidays. Omg! What's wrong with me ==lll Shit. I think I grew too old. Hmph. Die die die. Well, being a SIGSian means die for me.. 'cause the teachers are stressing on us since we are the SPM candidates next year. Omg. Guess what, there's something wrong with my wireless. Hmph. 

Well, yeahh. So today I became a hardworking kid. I actually went to school! Haha. In the morning, I woke up like usual and waited for my bus like normal. And so I waited and waited but there's no sight of the freaking damn bus. So I still waited for my bus patiently until 5.30am. And for your information, my bus usually arrives at my doorstep 5.10am sharp. So I went to knock my parents door. And yeahh guess what? They ignored me. So I knocked another few times and the conclusion was, they didn't hear me. So I made my own decision. I changed back to my pyjamas and went for my beauty sleep(?!!). Haha. And then. My mom came in and woke me up. She asked me to changed back to my school uniform so she could fetch me to take bus. Omg. That sucks. So yeahh, that's the story of me going to cabut school but tak jadi. Aikz.

Went to school for class party. The party rocks!! Woots. I love it! But then, it started a lil bit too early. We didn't enjoyed ourselves much. Aikz. I miss 4 Science 4 '08!! I wish that we all will still be in the same class next year. *prays hard*

i'mgonnamishhyouallsomuch. youguysarelikemyfamily. 4science4forlife. 

Yeahh. Hmph. Think that's all for now. Tata. Ciao~

xoxo-ishzz.

dya.o'ier.mira.jiayi.chewan.pat.cyra.ili.marina.golok.shidah.fat.razan.alin.

piah.wenyee.lokini.sukanya.farah.anis.liana.nab.fatinab.myra.

e'im.mai.anisafiqah.diana.nurin.4science4'08members♡

-youguysrock!-

Heartbroken♥

Officially saying that, Patricia Kelly Chong Pei Hsyen is now single. Broke off with her bf last wednesday. Aikz. Don't know what to say and please don't ask me anything.

I'm in love with this song~

Stupid Mistake - Gareth Gates

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving into temptation
I should have played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand
It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't escape
My heart will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy
I should have known
She must have altered my senses
As I offered to walk her home

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand
It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't escape
My heart will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake
A stupid mistake
She means nothing to me
Nothing to me
I swear every word is true
I don't wanna lose you

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand
It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't escape
My heart will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cos I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

I love this song recently. Don't know why~
Haha. Hope you guys enjoy it^^

Exams over^^

Ohh yeah~ Exams over! And I'm back^^
Hmph. Skipped school today. Hehe. Lazy la. Since had our last paper yesterday, so I decided to stay at home and be a good girl~ Well, I have no idea what to talk about but yeahh, it's gonna be the year-end holidays soon! Yeahh~! But then.. that means I can't meet my school friends for like, 1 and a half months?!! Aikz. It's ok. I can do it~
Hmph. I'm so pissed off know?!! Well, the story starts on the 10th of November, it was suppose to be our last day of exams, not yesterday!! So we were having PJK exam, well, most of us didn't know how to do and dozed off early. Haha. And then time's up! We were so excited 'cause we were having our last paper, that is Physics Paper 3! I gave up on that paper since Physics and I can't get along well. Haha. Then JY went to the front and wrote something, after I read it, I shouted 'Shit!' and my classmates stared at me, asking me what happened with their eyes. I shouted 'Bapak arhh. Besok kena buat balik Chemistry Paper 3!!' Then JY said that our class exam paper went missing and Puan Kartini, our class teacher said that someone stole our God DamnChemistry paper! What the f***!!! So yeahh, we redo our paper yesterday~
Next, what's my plan for the holiday? I'm gonna work~~ Finally my daddy let me work during the holidays!! Woots! I love you daddy~ Wahaha. My daddy is very strict with me and seldom let me go out unless I'm going with JY and the gang. Haha. I was quite touched when I know that my daddy let me work! ^^ No words can describe my feeling that time~ So now the thing I'm worried is, where am I going to work?!! My mom asked me to fill up the Jusco application form for don't know what de. Gonna discuss with 'em tonight. And I'm gonna work for PC Fair during the December. For your information, PC Fair is held at Persada Johor on the 19th of Dec to 21st of Dec~
I think that's all for now. Take care and xoxo!

Lazy laa.

Haizz. I was planning to update after exam de. But that teo kae lin keep on kacau so I TERPAKSA update my blog. Haha. Teo, don't be too proud.
Hmph. I was quite surprised that I managed to pass the first week of exam. Omg. It was like, shit. Ughh. I don't know how. It wasn't quite hard for me on the BM, BI subjects. But when it reached Chemistry and Sejarah, I almost died. I'm dead, officially. I'm gonna fail I think. I don't wanna talk about it anymore laa. Since it pass le, so I'm just gonna wait for my results baa.
Well, guess what, I cried on the second day of my exam. Pressure-d too much on myself. I wanted so badly on the phone. I don't want to let down my parents le. So I panic and cried on the phone when I was chatting my KL friend. He was so shocked and asked me what happened but I just cried. He went quiet, dead quiet. After half an hour, I calmed down and then said sorry and I was damn embarassed. Haha. Sorry oo >//<
So ohh yeah, a happy Deepavali to Sukanya, Lokini, Renuga and all Indians out there who celebrate this festive season. Huhu^^.
So I think that's all for now. Ciao until the end of exam gua~
Keke.
I miss these persons:
*JY
*Candy(1/2 of KLCC)
*Mei Nv WeiLing
*Kaytrieese
*Mun Xing
*Eunice
and etc...

examzZ~ sienx

Urm, for your information~ I won't be updating my blog for quite some time since I'm facing my exams now. Sorry yahh~ I guess most of you too right? This year end exam vr important for me oo. Next year SPM jorr. Want study hard for myself le. If not I will feel guilty gehh~ I'll miss you all^^ Muackzz~

Sienzz

One week holidays so sien arhx! Sob sob. But today is thursday le. Suddenly don't really feel like going to school!!! Cause exam coming nehh. Haizz. Must score well oo, can't let down my parents. Huhu. I want my phone^^ Of course must study hard lo. Keke. Wondering why am I here to update hmm? Highstreet5 got server maintainence AGAIN. So pissed off, everyday also got server maintainence. Haizz. So update lo. The server maintainence is until 7.30pm, annd now is 7.25pm^^ Wakaka~ Hmm.

Well, I wanna say sorry to my JIRAN for not being able to go to her house during the Raya Holidays. Haizz. Sorry yurp Jiran. Even though she can't see this post. Huhu. Anyone wanna come my house?? Wahaha. Paisehh. I'm not Islam laa sayang. So don't come to my house horh! My neighbours also no one is Islam de lo. So don't go to the wrg place horh^^

Hmm. 2 more mins to blahh myself out of here. What should I write? Ohh yeah, Kaytrieese, are you ok? I hope to your smile and your crazy moves on Monday horh. I don't want the rainy day Kay, I want the sunny day Kay back!!! There's still alot of ppl there to support you de. Jia You!!!

Okay laa, time to blah, ciaoz~

Oooh~ I love it^^

This post is mainly about the phone that my dad promised to buy for me if I did well in my final year exam. Huhu. Strive hard for it^^ JiaYou!

Huhu.

Finally I changed my blogskin. Phew. Spent almost one hour on picking the PERFECT one. Haha. Stupidd ;). And then I spent another one hour on setting up the skin so that it looks nicee. Haishh. Yeahh. I'm stupidd. Gahhx. Huhu.

Well, currently having the Raya holidays now and I'm so gonna take this opportunity to wish all Muslims a "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!". Enjoy your new year yupp xP! I miss Chinese New Year ='( huhu. Very boredd now.. Haishh. Meanie's not on so no one can chat with me. Urm, Meanie is one of my overseas friend yahh fyi. He's very good to me and often accompanies me when I'm down or sad. He will cheer me up too^^. A very caring friend for me. Hahaz.

Wanted so badly so play Highstreet5 but it's having a server maintainence now. So now I got nothing to do so I'm here updating my blog or else my ears are so gonna suffer. Haha. Die xP. I'm missing my friends now. Haishh. Jia Yi, Eunice, Candy(1/2 of klcc), Wei Ling(the perasan-ted), Kay(the emo one), Shi Yie, Jane, Chris, Cal, Vivient, Jamie and etc. I miss everyone so badly. Haishh. Currently listening to my new addict's song, Simple Plan's 'Your Love Is A Lie'. Very nice songg. Love it freaking damn much. The lyrics are so meaningful. You guys should really check out their video. It's about a girl who had two boyfriends at the same time. But the lead singer of Simple Plan found out that she was cheating on him so he sang this song while watching on her cheating. Poor guy. Feel so pity for him. Recently I'm not only addicted to Simple Plan, but also my all-time favourite, Jesse McCartney!!! I love his Beautiful Soul, Because You Live, Just So You Know, Leavin' and alot more! He's damn handsome *^^*.. Gahaha.

Hmph. What should I talk about next? No ideaa. So I shall stop here. Huhu.

Tata and take care!

x0x0-ishhz

Ermx.

Hmph. No comment abt today. Just damn boriin 'cause today de subject damn bored.
Well, went to school like normal todayy. But the malays got something called khatam al-Quran so we finish our class at 10.30am then we went for recess lo. After that me, candy, jy and eunice went for CF. We watched a movie called "The Climb". Something about mountain climbing and christian thingy. Didnt watch 'cause I slept. Huhu. While JY, candy and eunice sat there talking about "ehem" that is sex lo. They even woke me up and asked me whether I wanna join or not. Due to my sleepiness, I rejected. Hahax. The thing finish around 12.40pm and then we waited for Chemistry class but it was cancelled 'cause the malays thingy finished around 1.30pm. Haishh. If not can go back home and go to the Cyber Cafe near my house and play Highstreet5 le. Haiyxx. Hate it~! But for JY la, I teman her till 5.30pm. So here I am in Saujana's Cyber Cafe updating my blog. Haha. Sad le. If not can meet my Jie and Kor on hs5. Sad siaa. Huhu. Contact 'em later through phone bahhx. Miss 'em so muchh.
Well, I think that's all for this time bahh. Sien lo.

My addicts^^
1. The one and only J-Mac that is Jesse McCartney
2. The Click Five's lead singer Kyle Patrick
3. Jonas Brothers Joe Jonas
4. Simple Plan[emo songs for me^^]

When I Grow Up..?

When I grow up, I wanna be famous, I wanna be a star, I wanna be in movies. When I grow up, I wanna see the world, Drive nice cars, I wanna have Boobies. When I grow up, Be on TV, People know me, Be on magazines. When I grow up, Fresh and clean, Number one chick when I step out on the scene.

Took this song from the PCD song named "When I Grow Up". Nice songg. Ever think of what you wanna be when you grow up? Huhu.
Hmph. Should really think about it^^ Thats all.

Message,, =33

This post is not about myself okay? It's something I've been longing to write. But due to my laziness, I've fail to write it again and again. Haha. Okay, here we go^^
Firstly, SeptDay! [most important people in my life =) ]
Attention : Calean, Christina, Jane, Jia Yi, Natasha, Shi Yie
We've known each other since Form 1(except for Jia Yi and Shi Yie, we met during standard six, but we only got close during form 1). That's like three years! Ever since I've entered this school, you guys have played a very important role in my life like guiding me, teaching me. I just wanna say that: I love you guys! Even though we're very busy with our stuffs this years and not getting together like we used to, but we're still the one and only SeptDay! SeptDay for life yahh! Jia Yi, thanks for the support you've given me throughout the year. I just wanna tell you: You go girl! Calean, Christina, Jane and Shi Yie, I miss you guys ='( Natasha! Goshh. You've missed alot of stuffs! I miss you too =(! Keep In Touch yahh!!
Secondly, Four Muskeeters!
Attention : Vivient, Jamie and Eunice
I love you girls! Even thought we're in different classes now(except for Eunice), but I'm really glad that I met you guys when we were forced to enter the actually no non-malay 4 Science 4 starting of the year. So funny that time when we enter the class and Puan Aerma actually asked us whether we entered the wrong class. Haha. Vivient the mischievous one, Jamie the quiet one, Eunice the naive one. Haishh. I miss you all! Muahhx!
Third, Kaytrieese Tee Jenn Ling!
Attention : Kaykay aka Jusco Pemas Jaya =]]
Haha. Suprised lerh.. Well, my relationship with this girl is complicated! Let me explain. Form 1, we were friends. Form 2 and starting of Form 3, we were enemies. End of form 3 till now, we're close friends^^ Due to some stupid problems, our friendship has been tested again and again, but we managed to pass through the tests! She's still my shortie friend =). Kaytrieese Tee, I Love You! =33
Fourth, Evelyn Chew!
Attention : Wei Ling(that's what I call her ;P)
This girl here, just had her birthday on the third of September! Happy Belated Birthday! Huahua~ Thanks for being such a good friend for me. Thanks for helping me when I faced problems. Thanks for lending me a hand when I needed help. Sorry for everything I've done wrong! She's quite a good girl, but crazy sometimes. But actually, she's bad to me. Haha. Kidding. Admire her popularity =[[ teehee.
Lastly, Candy Chua!
Attention : Candy
Been besties for three years since we're in the same bus. But quarreled due to some problems and now we're friends back. No worries^^ Heart you!!

More to come.....

xoxo =33

eww. what the *toot* la weyh.

Omg! You won't believe what happened to me today..
There was this flasher apparently walking about near our school. But at first we don't knw until one of my juniors saw it. It all started when Jia Yi[JY] and I were heading back to class after recess. We wanted to find Razan to give her her food but she wasn't in class so we decided to try our luck out at the bus stop in our school. Before that, we went to Koperasi cause JY wanna buy her single-lined book for Add Maths. Yeahh. SPM candidate next year yet we're still lepak-ing around the school. hee. Well, then after we came out from the Koperasi, we saw Nafiah and Aqilah next to our school private use bus. When Nafiah saw us, she told us that there was this guy flashing off his *toot* thingy. I was like "what the f*** la" and ran straight away to the sidegate. We saw this guy in the MBJB shirt walking into the little forest opposite our school, and keep on looking back. We decided to tell the Teacher In Duty but we saw Mr Eng walked by so we decided to tell him. But it was useless. He even said that "untung aw nampak." cause Aqilah was crying, terrified. Poor her. So we asked him who was the Teacher in Duty and off we went to find her. The teacher was Cik Siti Rafeah and she was in Science 3 that time. So JY went in and told her the incident. So the teacher went to the windows and take a look but she said the guy was not there and thanked us. So we went back to class cause JY wanna take her Add Maths textbook. When we walked past Science 3 again, the class was like damn noisy. So we take a look inside and find the teacher missing. Suddenly Candy pulled me and told me that the guy was still there. So I went and take a look. And you knw what I saw?! I saw the guy with his lower part of the body naked and shaking his you-know-what. OMG!!! I was like what the hell and JY said that we have to find Encik Zahar. After reporting the incident to Encik Zahar, we went back to Physics class. Then after school, JY told me that the guy was still there, with his whole body naked =.=ll Oh my shit. Then they handed the case to the Police but they didn't managed to catch him. Expected.
To SIGSians,
beware of these crazy guys. Don't walk alone along the street right in front of the sidegate. It's dangerous know. And do not shout when you see them, just run away.(advice from pn hjh fatimah)

hmph. thats all i think.
tataz.

xoxo

Jane^^!! Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday to Jane!!
Aww, she's sixteen like all of us!!
Cheer up ;)
Had a great time on Saturday at Yew's Cafe^^


The birthday girl^^
A big photo of all of us at Yew's Cafe(urm,, ignore the guy behind us.. so lame =.=ll)
From the left: Jane, Christina and Shi Yie. All looking drunk except Shi Yie =] haha
From the left: Calean, Jia Yi and Me. Urm,, at some "pub" in JB^^
Aww. Christina.. It's not worth it over him =P
Jia Yi with her Japanese Cuisine. Yum^^
Me with my chicken chop. Ohh I Love It!
Calean with her super duper expensive steak with wine somemore. Keep on complaining that her stomach is hot =.=ll Serves You Right =P
Shi Yie and her funky moves. Uh huh~
Christina and her super "feminine" outfit. Woahh~ Beauty?!!

All these pictures took on Saturday night^^ Woots! On the celebration of Jane's sixteen birthday, her sis belanja us! Love u Jane's Sis!! Wahaha~

Haihhss..

Bwahaha^^
Finally I met my *ehem* dy..
Met him yesterday at Tebrau City =]]
Although he's not handsome, but I ♥ him..

babydear, iloveyou ;)

hee. disgusting??? okok lo. too me, he's my everything =]
been together for almost three months le..
he's damn good to me^^
treats me damn well..
love him f***ing muchhers!
muahhss~
Well, currently at school typing this post =]
what a surprise@@ our school can actually logon to internet!
woahh.. amazing!
something that Renuga often say :
"ohh really??"
"ohh yeahh~"
haha.
stupidd =.=ll
like damn lame lorh..
but she's my friend!
to 4 Muzik 1 '08,,
Pat love you all!~ Muahhxxxx <33
heee..
tataz

shweet sixhteen!

Proudly announced that::

I'm officially 16teen!~ haha^^
Happy birthday to me =]]

receive wishes from::
[msgs, on the spot, friendster]
-jiayi(when the clock struck 12am sharp)
-jia ying(around 10.22pm 28 august)
-pura(wished me twice - once on 11.55pm 28 august, second on 12am sharp 29 august)
-jane and chris(12am plus)
-yongjia(the guy friend, only knew when I told him)
-yubei(friendster)
-arry seah(friendster)
-micheal kor
-kaykay(hearts her <33)>
-syaz(the day on the bus^^)
-azwa(sang birthday song =])
-cassandra aka balloon^^
-sze may(so touched.. sob sob..)
-ah poon!(u go girl!!)
-nurin aka jiran^^
-raja(belated wishh =[[)
-shieqa
-golok
and many more..
sorry if I forgotten ur name =.=ll
but I heart u all!!!

abuchaaakk!! [[© by Kaytrieese Tee]]

Haha. Kaytrieese, don't be mad at me for using the 'abuchaakk' word okay?? Out of ideaas!
Hmph. Well, Olympic ended. Sob. No more muscular hunks?!! Duhh. I kindaa enjoyed the show actually.. Don't know why.. Haha.
Not gonna talk much,, just wanna make an announcement^^

4 MORE DAYS TO SWEET SIXTEEN!! Oh My GOD!!

Yay!! Wootss^^ Gonna talk about my birthday dinner last saturday on my birthday!!

Woots!!

For the past two days[20th and 21st August], it was like the most memorable day for ME^^!! what happened? Let me tell you..

20th August 2008
Was so excited today 'cause I'm going to AUSTIN HILLS GOLF RESORT!!!!!! YAY!! Haha. Well, my mum came back home and fetch me around 4pm and off we head to Austin Hills.. Arrived there around 4.30pm and went straight to our room^^. We booked five rooms that is room 201 to room 206. The room was.. urm.. HUGE!!!!!!! But the only thing was the bed was quite small for 4 people.. hee. well, we started decorating the ballroom around 6pm and all of us enjoyed during the starting, but till halfway, alot of people cabut till dun knw where dy.. The theme this year for the party is 'Funky Groovy Colourful'!! Frustrated!!! Haishh. We managed to get all stuffs done at 2 in the morning!!!! Damn tired siakk!! Wooshhh.. Guess what? We all bathed two by two lerh.. Haha. The bathroom had two types of bathing thingy or whatever, one bathtub and one shower with door la. So I bathed with Jia Yi. Haha. She used bathtub whereas I use shower.. It was so shiokk man after bathing.. Then I went straight to Wei Ling's room for food^^ Haha. Met Calven, Leet Sern, Jourdane, Kai Xiong, Vivient, Vicky, Joanne, Wei Lik, Peter and etc there.. haha. Calven was so funny man. Others was just quiet.................... haishh. haha. Urm, some things are not meant to be said here. I'll leave it to me as a secret^^ Hee. Then around 5am, I went to sleep... Zzzzzz~
P/S:: Thanks Vivient, Wei Ling, Joanne, Vicky and one guy whom I forgotten his name for accompanying me when I was there!!!! Kakax^^

21st August 2008 THE DAY!!!
Woke up at around 7.55am. Was damn pissed off cause I didn't have enough sleep.. Eesh. Bad mood siaa. But then everything was back to normal during GAME TIME!! hahax. Well the games were abit boriingg cause the form 2's aren't giving support.. Haishh. But at least the senior enjoyed.. Quite FUN^^ Had to went back to room halfway to call the housekeeping to clean up the ballroom.. Haishh. Hmph.Then went back to room around 10am for bathing. But managed to bathe around 12pm. Irritating flour =.=ll Haha. Then had to go down to the ballroom for last preparation.. Rehearsed for two times and THE TIME COMES.. The guests are entering!! Off to work! Puan Yew and teachers entered the hall around 2.15pm and seniors 2.25pm. I brought Kak Najihah Nasir to her sit ohh! Haha. Then off to our places to standby for the next show^^ But then I was chased away from my place since the person wanna handle. So okay, I went and eat. Hee. The shows were nice. The climax was during the award for Puan Yew time. It was so touching that I almost cried man. Imagine the song 'When You Look Me In The Eyes' by Jonas Brothers playing in the background.. oh my god!!! HAHAX. Well, the party ended around 5.30pm and off we went home!!
I would like thank all Band Girls and Teachers for making the party a SUCCESS! Without your support, the party won't be as planned. Thank You all!! Heart you! Seniorita '08 will be missed badly.
P/S: Thanks Wei Yang for accompanying me back to my room to call the housekeeping and back to the lobby.

Holidays.. sucks.. but rocks sometimes=]

Holidays here. Happy? Sad? Duhh. I don't know.. Haishh. Sad cause my holidays are boredd! Happy cause BAND PARTY IS NEXT WED AND THURS. Woots! But then, I'm gonna miss my friends shooooooo mucherss! sob sob.
Well, gonna talk about what happened this week. well, actually nothing happened. but, i wanna talk about something. hmm. let me think. natasha came back last 2 weeks ago. she was.. TALL! almost as same as me.. sob sob. =.= sad sad sad. SAD! but quite happy for her cause she grown up so much. not her height kay. her personality. she became so mature. aww, i miss her sooo muchh. miss the times with her at the toilet, talking about SOMEONE. haha. she was my counsellor. haha. she's good and fabulous. well, not forgetting jane, shi yie, christina, calean and jia yi. YOU GUYS ROCKS! I LOVE YOU ALL!
kudos are given to candy, sue yinn, vivient, kaytrieese, wei ling, mun xing, eunice, yun yi, jamie, yan ting, kai ling, teo, wahh jie, shi yin, all 4sc4 gals, shieqa, raja, all band girls, seniorita 2006, seniorita 2007, seniorita 2008 and alot more! I love you all and thanks for giving me support when I needed you guys. Sorry if I ever made you guys angry or broken ur heart. I'm seriously sorry. I treasure you all! You are the joy of my life.
my birthday is coming soon! Woots! haha. 13 more dayss to older life. haha. i want presents haha!
thts all^^

The board for SIGS Band '09

Okay. Yesterday we had a band meeting regarding the new board for next year. That's right. It will be including US! The form four this year! Woots. Well, it was quite a fun meeting though. But some of them cheated during the meeting, causing someone who was the choice of all band girls became someone else. Haishh. But anyways, I'm quite happy of my post, that is Librarian =]. Librarian is in charge of the scores and others just for your information. Then Jane became the Chairman of SIGS Band 2009!!! Congrats yahhx! Wootts! Christina was the Drum Majorette. Shi Yie was the Vice Chairman. Jia Yi was the Vice Treasurer. Calean was the Discipline Officer. Heee. That's all for this time.

Addicted =]

Hmph. These are the things I'm sooooo addicted to:

x Kinder Bueno
x Cadbury Black Forest
x Cadbury Chocettes
x Internet!
x Blogging
x Crying
x Poking my friends
x Sunsilk/Pantene/Lore'al Shampoos
x Singing
x Musics!
x Friends and Families^^
x SIGS Band seniors and juniors
x My lovely instrument and ex-instrument?!!
and etc..
These are the things/persons that play an IMPORTANT role in my life. Without them, there's no me. I love them all! Muahhxx <33

I love the person who created these^^ You guys rocks! Hell Yeah!

Rushingg!!

Hmph. Okay. I'll make this short and sweet since I'm going out for my band performance soon.
Had school yesterday. But it didn't look like one since only my BM teacher entered my class. SJ teacher didn't enter. Don't know where she went. English teacher was just next door doing some stuffs where my Maths teacher isn't going to teach us anymore and for the first time she chatted with my classmates. And me? Sleeping at the back=] Hahax.
After that, we had to stay back for the Mesyuarat Agung thingy. Actually I wanted to cabut but then the PK Koko was at the main gate, guarding. stupidd. So we HAD to stay back. Then I went into Band Room for the thingy. Nothing to inform, just damn bored. Then had to do one round of formation for today's performance requested by the TMJ. Haishh. Whatthhahell. Gahhx.

I'm backk!

Omg peeps! Guess what?! I'm backk^^ duhh.. as if we care.. uhh.. did someone said something? no..? ohh well. Im backk btw =]
Quite alot of things to talk about actually. Not sure if I have to patience to finish typing aka updating my blog. Hee. I will, do my best...
Well, as I promised, I will update info about the KLWMBC 2008. Pardon? What's that btw? Hmph. It's the KUALA LUMPUR WORLD MARCHING BAND COMPETITION 2008. It's so coool. Anyone was there? I don't care whether national level or international. If you were there, you should feel the power right? Haha. Well, SIGS Band was part of the teams taking part in the National Level Band Competition. So here are the details and I'm sorry to say that there is no photos available, sorry ='[
Okay. We headed to KL on the 29th of July around 9.30am and got alot of wishes from our supporters and teachers including the Penolong Kanan 1. Then off we head to KL^^ Along the way, we watched 2 movies that is Hantu Ambulans and Anak. Both are ghost stories sehh. Damn scary. Especially Hantu Ambulans. We screamed through the whole movie until one of the seniors scolded. Gahhx. We stopped at Ayer Keroh for lunch. Had A&W float. Yum yum^^ Reached KL around 4.00pm and reached our hotel around 4.15pm-4.30pm. When we arrived, alot of schools from around Malaysia was there like Sarawak, Terengganu and etc. Then we were informed that we have to gather back at the main hall for practice at the stadium. Puan Yew wasn't going cause she was tired. Well, me too! Shit. Anyway, we headed to the stadium and guess what? We had to wait for our turn. Oh my god! So we warmed up and practised outside the stadium until it's our turn. Then off we went to do our formation TWICE! Damn tired sia. Then only we found out that we were the last team to practice. Haha. Then we went back to our hotel and had dinner. Quite nice compared to my school. Then went to my room and relax^^ Hee. Slept around 12.30pm to do my bass drum thingy. The next morning woke up at 6.45am cause this is THE DAY! Then blah blah blah(includes brush teeth, wash face, breakfast, change clothes and etc.) and off we went to stadium for the last practice. Hmph. Puan Yew said it was quite good but need to polish up our music only. Then we went back to hotel for lunch and bathe ourselves up. Then after that we had to have our uniform checked again. After that, all senior wanted to see us. They said alot of stuffs and it's not quite convenient to enclose it here. Hehe. But all they said was brace ourselves up and do our best tonight and prove that we can do it! I cried again lol. Gahhx. Then we went back to our room. Erm, actually I went to form 2's room and did my bass drum's sticker. Haha. Farah, Amal, Syaz, Azieka, Azwa and Sexy Voice were damn funny lo. Haha. Then went back to my room and do my bass drum then slept for a while. Then woke up for a bathe and was all prepared for the competition. Then off we go for the comp! We went to Victoria Instituition for dinner and practices. We were the seventh contingent. So we were supposed to get in the stadium around 8.00pm but we went in there around 8.30pm. Luckily it wasn't our turn yet. Phew. It was just the third team when we entered. They all were very nice, making us even more nervous. Gahhx! Thinking back still makes me shiver. Brr~ Then finally it was our turn. Too bad we didn't have supporters from our school. Haishh. Then we finish our whole formation. Phew~ Then after all teams performed, there was this very 'nice' cheer performance, which was not even nice at all. Haha. Then they announced the results. We got best uniform only. Nvm. We did our best^^. Then the next day we went to Mid Valley and head back to JB around 4.30pm. THE END!!

Tiredddddddd...................................

Terrified yet excited =]

Hmph. Nothing to talk about recently. Just wanna say that:
THE NATIONAL LEVEL BAND COMPETITION IS HELD AT STADIUM MERDEKA ON THE 29TH TO 31ST OF JULY 2008!! and I'm proud to say that SIGS Band is one of the participants =]]. Woots!! SIGSians and for those who know us, please give us support(moral or phsyically??) so that we can do our best!!
To all band Girls excluding seniorita 2008[there will be a special slot for you all^^]:
Please do your best yahh! We want the best performance right?? So WORK HARD!!! Rain or shine the band still stands!! Kakax.
To all seniorita 2008:
Gambatte and all band girls love you!!!

Will update again after the competition *^^*
Chayok2!!
Woots~

Gahhx!

Hate it! Hate it! Hate it! I just don't like them =\\


Hmm. Gonna talk about what happened for the past few days..


17th of June [[Tuesday]]

This morning had stomachache at 4am in the morning sia!! It never happened in my life before de lerhh. Thought it was nothing so went to the toilet lorh. Then went to school like normal. Actually don't wanna go de, but then when I knock my parent's bedroom door, they LOCKED IT!! SO had to go lorh, since that day got band and have to run five rounds for the mistake we did during the majlis persaraan pengetua last thursday. When I arrive at school, I told Sze May what happened this morning, Sze May was like 'alah, poor Pat. haizz.' Then suddenly my stomach hurt like shit! I told Sze May my stomach hurt again and I need to go to the loo. Then went to do some business in the toilet =] Went to class like normal. Prefect had meeting. Azalina wanted to see me and Mun Xing cause we kena gantung what but ok le. So we brought our letter with us and see her. Then she nagged at us then we went back to class. After that, we had Chemistry class at the Chemistry lab. Tiba-tiba, Anis and Renuga came in and wanted to see the band girls urgently. We were like what the hell, so I didn't want to go out when suddenly Renuga shouted at me 'ehh patricia, you got stomachache right?? Faster larh!!' I was like 'huh?' so I went out. Then they questioned us like 'who got stomachache this morning' and blahh. Then they say we have to go to Hospital Sultanah Aminah for checkup cause alot of people had diarrhea for goodness sake. Gahh. So off we go to the hospital. After a 15 mins ride, we arrived at our destination. Then we went through some processes, I'll just skip =]. Then finally the CHECKUP! Scaryy. I went in for the checkup first. Then after the doctor check my blood pressure and blahhx, she ask me to go to Counter C and Counter D for further checkups. So off I went to the counters. When I arrived at Counter C, it was blood test. and then test report and blahhx. In the end, nothing's wrong with all of us!! Gahhx. What the.. But we got medicine and we didnt have band that day^^.
lazy to blog le. hahax.

Announcement!!

I, Patricia Kelly Chong Pei Hsyen hereby announce that,
My new addict is,,,,
JESSE MCCARTNEY!!
WOOTSSSS!~
I LOVE HIMM =]]

hmphx!

Long time never update le. hmph. What am I gonna write about today lerh? Let's talk about friendship. Hmm.
What is friendship you might ask? According to Wikipedia, friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more beings. It focuses on the notion specific to interpersonal relationships. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them. Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:
=the tendency to desire what is best for the other,
=sympathy and empathy,
=honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
=mutual understanding.
So, this is what friendship means right? Hmm. What would you do if your best friend betrayed you? stab you at your back? even hate you at your back? If the situation ever happens on me, I will go and ask her what's her problem and try to solve it out. But everytime I failed to do so. Here's some picture:

So well, even though we can't differentiate between true friends and fake friends, but we can treasure them while we can right? We shouldn't regret when we lose them, treasure them before we get the chance to lose them, you get me? There are quarrels between friends I agree, but it's just temporary right? After that, we will act like nothing happened and just talk like normal right? That's whattrue friends will do. Fake friends will dump you after a fight. Gahh. I hate that. Bet you too huh? Hmph. No one likes that =\ I bet.
Well, this post is dedicated to KAYTRIEESE TEE JENN LING. Since she's facing friendship problems. Good luck horh. Don't be sad le la. Heart you =] Muacks~`

Sad ='(

Kay.. just came back frm KL ytd. hav to attend a funeral, so I got down at Ayer Hitam.. not gonna talk about my trip, gonna talk abt the funeral.. dont cry horh..
Well, it's my great-grandmother's funeral la. A convo between me and my mum before I went for the trip:
"u knw not ur great-grandmother pass away le??" - mum
"HURH?!! U SERIOUS KE??" - me
"ya, ur dad actually don't wanna let u go de, but then I ask him to let u go.."- mum
"how come suddenly will pass away de??"
"old to death, pass away in her sleep peacefully..good for her la actually, instead of forgetting stuffs, she's gone to a better place, no pain already le.."
that's when I started crying.. and that time I almost reach Jane's hse le.. *cries damn hard*
my great-grandmother only know how to speak Hakka, so normally when she talks to me, I don't understand, only can understand abit lo. So I don't really like talking to her.. now I seriously regret.. haizz..
she's a really nice person to us, very friendly, no sickness torturing her, just passed away so peacefully..
Rest In Peace ba,,
we love you..

WAHAHA!!

Kay. I'm like so excited right now. Why?? To show my excitement, let me use caps lock for a few seconds, mkay? I'M GOING TO KL TOMORROW!!! WEE~ SO HAPPY SIA~ WAHAHA~ Kay. It's over. haha. feel my excitement?? hehe~
But, too bad, this will be my last post for the month of June. haizz. sad and sad and just sad. sobz. don't miss me too much k? I know you all will. haha. right? you all just lurvee me just like I love you guys. here's something for all~ mmmmmuuuuuuuaaaaaaaacccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkzzzzz <33
kay. I'm going mad. lol. haiz. just gonna miss my blog so muchh mann. I love you, blog! haha.
that's all for now. ciaozz! love and kisses from,
me^^
xoxo-ly~

More Quotes^^

did you know that she hates it when she goes a whole day without speaking to you?


you never know when the ride ends; all you know is that you don’t want it to come to an end. you just want it to keep moving and theres no way on earth you can stop it.


stop planning your life and let it plan itself. quit trying to find the perfect boy and let him find you. If you don’t want drama, then don’t talk shit. things are only as complicated as you make them.


im tired of the way it feels. I only apologize to you to make you feel better. id rather be alone. you’re about as reliable as paper shoes in bad weather.


shes the girl who practices what shes going to say to him the next day, the girl who gets dolled up just for him and the girl whos speechless the moment he comes into her sight.


a life without love is like a year without summer.-swedish proverb


ive learned that you cannot make someone love you. all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.


a friend wonders about your romantic history but a best friend can blackmail you with it.


I am afraid right nowI don’t wanna let you downand I am the one who can’t be saved
without lovelife is rock & rollwithout a drummer


gravity isn’t to blame for us falling in love.


whisper softly in my earsay all the things i want to hearso speak low, if you speak love.


find a heart that will love you at your worst

& arms that will hold you at your weakest


like my favoritesong

your a littleoverplayed

& like my favoritesummer

you’ll never fade

a w a y


ohh & bytheway

im wearing the smile you gave me. =]


its like half of me

really wants to be with him, when

the other half wants to be over him

-Laguna Beach


They grew up in the same old town

Never knowing the other was around

Read from the same damn books

But never caught each other’s looks

But one day the sun will shine, I know

For their eyes have told me so


Please hold on to me

I’m begging you and im on my knees again

I know you have every right to leave me

But sweety will you hang onto me


I’ve been dancing on the tops of buildings

At the top of my lungs, I’m singing you a song

Don’t you leave me alone


run in the rain to get wet

call a friend just ’cause you care

smile just ’cause you can

& laugh just to make people stare.


These are simple times

And now I miss your simple pleasures


I never wanted us to be like this

I never dreamed of me treating you like this

Trying to find a way out of this mess

That I guess I put us in on my own


When i think about you

i wanna cry, laugh, and smile all at the same time

but i guess thats just what happens

when a boy gives you mixed signals.


49 hours and 46 minutes to go,

but who’s counting anyway?

i just thought i’d let you know,

i filled my head up with your voice,

and now i’m drowning.


and i’d tell you everything about him

but you might just fall in love with him too


i know he heard me strumming

all those sad and simply chords

as i sat inside my room so long ago

and it hurts that he’s still shaking

from those secrets that were told.


cause you leave me speechless

when you talk to me

you leave me breathless

the way you look at me

you manage to disarm me

my soul is shining through

can’t help but surrender

my everything to you.


i’m only pretty sure

that i can’t take anymore

before you take a swing

i wonder what are we fighting for

when i say out loud

i want to get out of this, i wonder

is there anything i’m going to miss, i wonder


It’s as simple as this ;;

He did something to me..

I can’t explain with words.

He took me to a new place

& introduced me to myself.


some people may never understand

what i see in you & thats perfectly fine with me because i don’t want them to.


But what if the rainbow isn’t worth the rain?


To love is to let go when you knowthat his feelings are not for you.


She breaks when she’s at her weakest,so go on & break her; it won’t hurt much.


Life isn’t easy as you think

;you’ve got to achieve everything yourself.


When the headphones are on,

all you have to worry about is if

the volume can go up any louder.


Flatter me, & I may not believe you.

Criticize me, & I may not like you.

Ignore me, & I may not forgive you.

Encourage me, & I will not forget you.

Love me, & I may be forced to love you.

-William Arthur Ward


Maybe one day we’ll both turn back

& fix it together. Until, then I’m gone.


True love lies beneath the heart,

But to find it, you’ll have look deeper.


Don’t love me if you’re not willing to risk it all.


Life happens when you’re busying making plans.


Her eyes are brown & beautiful,

yet empty & sad

The best future is in your dreams.

Be thankful for what you have;

you’ll end up having more.

If you concentrate on what you don’t have,

you will never, ever have enough.

-Oprah Winfrey

Trying to hate you makes me miss you that much more

We give love only because we do,

not because we expect it in return.

It’s nothing that I can’t handle;

you used to be priceless, but now you’re nothing.

I want to be the one to prove that

love does last forever <3

I didn’t mean to hurt you,but I know that I did

I’ll make a copy of myself that never frowns.

How people treat you is their karma,

but how you react is yours.

And it’s amazing just how much we’ve

been through; but baby, is it worth it?

Love isn’t perfect, so don’t wait around for the fairytale.

The definition of love is a feeling whichhints a completeness of a soul ?

Go to Heaven for the climate

& Hell for the company.

-Mark Twain

When you’re mad, I’ll still take the time to call you. Your sweet, tender voice is all I want to hear, even if the words are dreadful.

I’m the type of girl who loves boys,

but can’t say the right thing to

make them love her back

The hardest part about growing up is letting go

of what you were used to, & moving on

with something you’re not.

When it seems that I’m hopeless,

you say the words that can get me back in focus.

I’m holding out my hand;

why don’t you reach for me?

I never really needed you;

I just liked having you there <3

I said too much & told the truth;

that’s when you turned away & answered,

“But I don’t love you.”

The people who suffer the most arethose who don’t know what they want.

Tonight I said goodbye,but I should have said more.

Depression feels like home,& happiness is just a place you visit.

A true friend never gets in your way unless you’re going down.

Our hearts are like puzzle pieces& mine was made to fit with yours.No matter how hard you try to fit hers in,it will never work; the wrong piece never fits.

The secret of life is that there is no secret,& you just don’t get your money back.

You give anything for it.Sometimes you give
everything.But sometimes it’s just not enough.

As I stare into his eyes,I just can’t help but love him ?

What do you think of when you hearthe names Romeo & Juliet?I think of true love.Let’s make everyone think thatwhen they hear you & me.

He lives in my every heartbeat.

So how do you say it,when the words get in your way?

Sometimes I wish I could forgeteverything about you,just so my pain would go away.

Silly love, leave me alone. I don’t have time for your games; I’m still busy taping my heart together from all the other times you’ve played with me.

Drama is a situation girls create themselves,based on jealousy.

You got under her skin & in her system;you’re like the drug she hatesbut can’t stop taking;the thing she loves the mostbut you’re killing her slowly.

A cut on your skin will heal in time,but a broken heart can take forever.

My heart is like a broken record,playing the same old tune,because every time I hear your voice,I fall in love with you again & again & again.

And the fairytale is over. The princess dies, the prince finds another bride & everything is back to how it’s supposed to be. Time to step back into reality & get on with my life.

Without friends, this world couldn’t survive.

For once in my life my heart wasin a place where it wanted to be,& I wasn’t afraid of getting hurt <3

Your skin is glowing, your eyes are sparkling, your feet feel so light; it’s like you’re floating through your day. Yep, being in love is a great place to be.

Go away, love, just go away;

it’s not like you’ve ever done

a thing for me, anyway.

You slaughtered our smiles

so you could feel safe.

Sometimes you need to forget what you want

& remember what you deserve.

Look down at your chest,

& a little to the left;

that’s where I’ll always be.

We’ve got more personality in our fingertips

than most people have in there entire bodies ?

Quotes are just lovely~ Aren't they??

1. Holding onto broken heartsmemories are what's left of usyou're trying too hard to be my friend& i'm placing all our pictures inthese broken frames to remindme never to fall in love again…
2. Time stands still when no one understandsyou and you don't quite understand yourself.Today didn't have to be this way, tomorrowis another day, another chance to makethings right..
3. We're friends, real friends.& that means, no matter how long it takes,when you finally do decide to look back,I'll be here.
4. Don't give up on love because there isalways someone who loves you, even ifit's not the person you were hoping for.
5. if a guy really likes youhe'll listen to what you have to sayand not what he hears from others.
6. You know you're in love when you see that someone &your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies,& the rest of the world disappears
7. I'm glad you're happy. Really. I'm glad you're in love.Just remember no matter how many guys come& go we'll always be together.Friends last longer than lovers.
8. I promise when we're old,we're gonna be best friendschasing eachother around inour motor scooters all day long
9. We're all a little weird. And life's a littleweird. And when we find someone whoseweirdness is compatible with ours, we joinup in mutual weirdness and call it love.
10. I'm not afraid to fall;it means I climbed too high.Either way it shows at least I tried.
11. My best friends are like a fairytale.They've been there since once upon atime & will be there until forever after.
12. To hell with my pride.tonight i want to cry.
13. It's completely impossible to find a guywho won't ever hurt you,so go for the guy who willmake the pain worthwhile
14. Love is just a serial killerand we're all innocent victims
15. Spare me three last wordsi love you is all she heard
16. If you really want hertell her;; because she can waitbut she cant wait forever
17. Let's set the record straight.No one makes me smilequite like you do
18. Everything we've gone through& everything we've accomplishedcan never be explained in words
19. Drama's made for movies,not reality
20. I don't care aboutyour imperfectionsthat's what makes me adore you
21. Meet me at our old spot. I know it's been awhile,but I think we need to talk… I'm falling again.
22. So let's drink to the truth. Let's speak through drunken minds & say how muchwe truly love each other & tomorrow, we can go back to pretending that we hate each other.
23. You had me from the day you smiled.
24. He leaned over & kissed me. I kissed him back & then, our eyes met & it was like we both knew… So we smiled & kissed again. It was so perfect.
25. && I don't understand by the way you look at me why we can't be together.
26. I just want a different ending to our same old story. Let's try & make it last this time & prove them all wrong.
27. No matter how many times he hurts me, I will always forgive him.Some may call it stupid. I call it love.
28. I don't like missing you. But I love having you to miss.
29. I think I found my new addiction tonight.
30. She may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows the only time she's truely happy is when she's with him.
31. & I think that I'm impressed with you one night stands & your contagious kiss. I'm trying to get this right. Yeah. 'Cause I'm rediculous like that.
32. Let's kiss in the rain…Where the rain is so hard that the only thing we can see is each other.
33. I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor where I layed & told you, but you swore you loved me more.
34. Don't make her wait for you, justbecause you know she will.
35. She closes her eyes, as make-up runs…He got the best of her.
36. You're only young once, so be bad, break the rules,get caught… & make it count.
37. So what if I think too much or if I over analyze things.So what if I can't eat or sleep… At least you'll know why. You're always on my mind.
38. So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers.Let me steady myself in the arms of a boy who won't ask me to be what he needs, but let's me exist as I am.
39. & Lately, she'd say anything to make him turn his head…anything just to make him laugh & just stare at her.
40. I'll be your cheap novelty.
41. I regret every word I said to make him feel special.
42. Go ahead. Kiss her.I hope she bites your lipAnd you choke on the blood.
43. let's just drink to get drunk,and tell each other everything.for a drunkin mind ;speaks a sober heart.
44. he means the world to her&& doesn't even know it.
45. && everytime i try to give uphope whispers "ONE MORE TRY…"
46. let's run away ;we'll never look back.
47. the best kind of kiss is the un-expected ; unplannedones that come naturally. like, in the middle of a sentence
48. stand up for what you believe in -even if your standing alone.<3
49. i wanna kill you . . .but i`d kill for you all the time<3
50. sometimes one smile means more then a dozen roses.
51. t o o h a r d t o f a k e i tnothing can replace it
52. drama — lies — tears..teenage years.
53. SHE D0ES,SHE DiD&& SHE'LLD0 iT AGAiN.
54. neveroverlookwhatsrightinfrontofyoureyes.
55. & keep your head up kid becausethere are people killing to see you fall-*
56. eVeRy TiMe We KiSS.. i SWeAR i CAN FLY
57. after a while;;you'd think we'deventually learn.
58. note to self -first to last.
59. and so i'll sleep this life away,because my dreams are so sweet;now that your in them.i don't want to leave this place without you
60. she wipes off the black riversrunning down her un-made cheeks.she takes a deep breath in andsteadies herself. she can dothis, keep going, pull through;;t h e-s h o w-m u s t-g o-o n
61. Take your damn fairy tale endingsand your hopes, dreams, & wishesand shove them up your ass.This is the real world,&& that shit just doesn't cut it anymore
62. i have more feelings for you,than any other girl ever will.
63. sleep is overratedwe stay awake and cryif this is love, than kill me nowand save me from my life
64. he looked at me & said,"do you ever feel like you're workingfor something you're never going to get?you shoot-&-miss kind of deal.like, no matter what, you can't have it,but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"i looked at him, stared at him for a second,& replied, "everyday…"
65. even if you & her are together, I guess that won't change us right?We'll still be friends, We'll still laugh together..We'll still smile at each other are friendship will still be there,& we'll be ok..won’t we?
66. Never let success get to your headand never let failure get to your heart.
67. It's all just magic when I think about you.& when I'm not with you, I go crazy.
68. True faith is to have confidence in who God is
69. she's an artista painter actually;see that 'smile' on her face?well it's her most famous piece
70. love is about being cute and stupid togethernot being in bed together.
71. You can't tell your heart what to do it does it all on it's own
72. LOVE. MY DRUGHiS SOUR LiPS THEPOiSON. && HiS HEARTMY ADDiCTiON
73. Isn`t if funny how day-by-daynothing changes, but then whenyou look back, everything is different
74. There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whoseconfidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on.
76. Yeah and I would recommend that you live with no regrets, and even if it seems like the world is crashing on you, you shouldn't let it hold you down.
77. that is what we do. that is what people do.they stay alive for each other.
78. i remember when you were fallingand i was there just holding onto you
79. if i could re-arrange the alphabet,i'd put U & I together.
80. gravity is ___not responsiblefor people falling in love.-albert einstein
81. a woman knows when a man++ looks into her eyes & sees someone else.-the notebook<3
82. whoever said that nothing is impossible hasobviously never tried to slam a revolving door.
83. his lips are like wine,& i wanna get drunk.
84. if i kept you too close, it was becuase i wanted to keep you longer.- a walk to remember
85. my heart is that crack in thes i d e w a l k, that you walk on everyday.
86. i agree with the dictionary.girls before guys,studying before partying,& friends before love.
87. sweetie, you can't fight fate.whatever happens, happens.
88. just like ipods,nowadays, hearts are being played all over the -[ world. ]-
89. whatever it takes,or how my heart breaks,i will be right here waiting for you.-right here waiting
90. falling for him once: temptationfalling for him twice: destinygetting your heart broken: a mistakeletting it happen again: unstoppable
91. since i've seen you i haven't been the sameit seem's everytime i see you i gasp for air<3
92. i've never felt like this beforemy knee's are shakeingmy heart beat's fastermy palms all sweatyno this can't be love..
93. something about you babydrive's me crazysomething about this guyblow's my mind awaysomething about you baby…
94. i want to be with you`till death&after it.
95. i never belived in "love at first site"well until the day i saw you..
96. Realize whats important in your lifewhat you can live with,but more importantly, what youCANT live without.
97. falling in love is what keeps us from - falling apart.
98. death is life`s way of saying, "you`re fired."suicide is your way of saying, "i quit."
99. & this mood of mine is only temporary,just like your feelings.
100. love doesn`t need a reason;if you can explain why you love someone, it`s not love, it`s like.
101. in the end, you`ll be happy.& if you`re not happy, it`s not the end.
102. if my radio breaks,will you sing to me?
103. the hardest thing in this world is to find someonewho knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes but still loves everything about you.
104. i don`t wanna do this anymorei don`t wanna be the reason whyeverytime i walk out the doori see him die a little more insidei don`t wanna hurt him anymorei don`t wanna take away his lifei don`t wanna be a murderer
105. The truth may hurt me,but your lies kill me.
106. and i know this could ruin me,but i'd risk it all for you…
107. love is like dominoes,one wrong move & everythingyou`ve worked for falls apart.
108. she's just another girl believingin something that will never happen.
109. There's no past tense in loving someone.It's either you do or you never did.
110. I must be a pretty good liarfor you to honestly thinkthat everything's alright.
111. Girls are like telephonesthey like to be held and talked tobut push the wrong button and you'll bedisconnected.
112. i thought you was my freind,but now you actin` all fake…
113. spongebob&patrickthat was usnow we`re likesuperman&kryptonite
114. bitch please, yea i said i`m nice butim not the one actin` all fake
115. bitches in my facedamn near everydaycalling me some namestell `em to fuck offthey actin` all surpriseaskin` what i say?!
116. drama;lies;backstabbing.yea it`s the teenage years
117. sometimes i feel like the last cookie in the jar;all alone & broken.
118. we can`t call people without wings angels.instead, we call them friends.
119. someone said your name & asked me if i knew you.i looked down, wiped away my tears, & said,"no, not anymore."
120. it`s sweet-talkers like you that make girls fall in love&fall apart.
121. The best boyfriend you'll have isnt the best looking,the funniest, or the richest.its theo ne that makes you feel gorgeous,hilarious, and like a million dollars.He makes sure you know he loves you.
122. friendship is easily turned into lovebut love is very hard to turnback into friendship
123. family is who youchoose it to be
124. [ guys are like stars ]there are millions of thembut only one will make your dreams come true

duhh~

Mkay. Back to update my blog le. haha. last 2 posts le ba?? holidays ending soon le. kaka~
Well, well, well, what am I gonna say.. Ding! Got an idea! ok that's lame. well, so gonna talk about my new hairstyle. hate it or love it? hmm seriously no idea. since it's for free. I don't expect much. Now I'm having a short fringe, seriously short. above my eyebrow? yupp. that's it. xin tong~ haizz. now clip up le. better ba?? that's what jane and cal said lol.
TWO MORE DAYS TO MPO!! WEE~ haha. I'm seriously sot le. so excited mann. going to genting and watch the rehearsal of the MPO. that's way too cool man! =.=ll out of idea le.
that's all folks. ciao!

Holidays here!!!!

Haiz. Time to update my blog le. If not later kena nag =.=ll. haha. well, it's the school holidays now. so yea, gonna enjoy ourselves^^ Wee~
Had my band camp last week. Was kinda fun but tired. Had to wake up everyday on 7am sharp in the morning. Then around 7.30am, me and shi yie head for school together. First two days, in the morning was just form 4 and form 2, so we were all enjoying ourselves so much. haha. Even the form twos also. Not that tensed up le. haha. That's good mah right? But the third day was kinda boriing cause form 5 and form 3 don't have class. So we had practice in the morning then in the afternoon was the closing ceremony for form 2's orientation. Had lots of fun. Played musical chairs with form 5. Funny sehh. So we spent almost half of the first week of holiday in school =.=ll lame right?
Going to KL this wednesday for MPO trip. hehe. looking forward to it lo. going with jia yi, shi yie, jane , chris and cal. nat not coming cause she had something on that day. haiz. not gonna be fun le. haizz. hope that we would meet THE CLICK FIVE in Genting!! I wanna meet Kyle Patrick la. he's super duper handsome lo! somemore very tall. haha. my gang is so crazy about Kyle Patrick except Cal, she's crazy about Ben Romanns. haiz. weird la. Kyle is much more handsome then Ben lo. haha. later she kill me. x_xll.
Knew something from Jia Yi during band camp. Heartbrokened when I knew about it. So that's what they think about me hurh? Then no use le right? I'm doing my best to save this friendship and yet they do all this. Somemore the person I heart the most in my gang did that kind of stuff. What the hell man. I really don't know what to do le. Tell me la, what you guys want me to do???
Ciao, for now.

Uhh. This one is specially dedicated to KAYTRIEESE TEE JENN LING aka Jaya Jusco Permas Jaya cause she said the one I wrote last time was too short.. =.=ll
Hmm. How should I start.. Oh yea.
P/S: Kaytrieese Tee, you better do one for me too horh! If not, you'll regret!!!! Kakaka! Since I love you soooo.. muchh~ haha..


I shall start... Ready?? Gooo...
She's born on the 16th of January 1992..
She's currently studying in SIGS..
She has one elder sister and one younger sister..[[if i'm not mistaken]]
She has alot of friends but she loves me the most.. right??
She has braces and it shines when she smiles or laughs~
She's currently at 4 Science 2.. terror sehh..
She's a 'tall' girl compared to me..
She's a cheerful but sometimes emo(like me^^) girl..
She's a girl who always keeps all her unhappiness to herself until recently she's willing to share.. [[haha]]
She's someone I would like to recommend to all my friends as Jaya Jusco Permas Jaya..(ask her why?!!)
She's a "cute" and "pretty" girl who has a best friend called Wei Ling..bluekk!
She don't like someone but she's not willing to tell he/she that she don't like him/her and she only tells me^^.. so proud~
She's a girl who always lets me hug her as my other friends won't let me..
She's someone who's willing to listen and help..
She's always there for me whenever I'm down and unhappy...
She used to hate me alot and I hate her too but now we're even closer than we used to be..
She likes calling me KLCC, Ah Pat, Ah Pat Pat, and alot la..
She loves her sun alot...
She loves Show Luo Zhi Xiang.. but she loves me more^^
She enjoys taking emo pictures of herself when she looks nice in whatever pose she makes..
She loves crying as much as I do..

She loves her family, Bawang, Lameness, Sun, her godsisters and godbrothers, her friends, reading love stories, writing emo poems, playing her piano, singing, taiwanese drama, classic guitar, electric guitar, music, basketball, her bed, and most importantly ME!![[taken from her friendster..haha]]

She always tells me about her friends, her problems, her stuffs and alot more and I will be her audience, erm, I mean the only audience and I'm proud to be one^^!
She just loves singing like I do.. hehe.
She loves reading my blog and I know it..
She will love me more when she reads this.. haha..
She gave me one big lollipop a month ago and I still can't bear to eat it..
She's one of my bestest friend and my shortie..
Umm. I think that's all bahhxx.
Will add in when I remember something about her.. haha..
Wanna tell her this...

I LOVE YOU KAYTRIEESE TEE JENN
LING!!MUAHHXX!MY SHORTIE^^ HEHE..

Survey on Patricia Kelly Chong Pei Hsyen!
* I _____ pat.
* pat is _____.
* pat likes to ______.
* I want to _____ pat.
* pat can ______.
* Someday pat will _______.
* pat reminds me of _______.
* Without pat, _________.
* pat can be _______.
* pat is always _______.
* Worst thing about pat is ________.
* Best thing about pat is ________.
* I think pat should _________.
* Right now, I bet pat is thinking about _______.
* pat makes me want to _______.
* If I could spend the day with pat, I'd _______.
* I'd ______ for pat.
* pat is made of _________.
* pat is the _________.
* If I could be pat for a day, I'd ______.
* I want to give pat a ________.
* The song _____ by _____ reminds me of pat .
* If i could set pat up with someone it'd be _______.
(P.S_______________)

Do this for me!! I wanna know how you guys think about me^^ You can take it and change to your name if you want as copyright is not reserved! Just highlight all and press ctrl+c!!I heart you if you will do this^^

Ponteng?!!

Gahh. I hate today~ What the hell la weyh. Shit!! Hmm. Wondering why I'm screaming?? I believe those who are close to me know why la. Let me tell you..
Today, I had my modern maths paper only. So Eunice and I planned to skip, erm, to be exact, is go home after the paper. But then, after some arguments, we planned to go to Kyushu(a japanese restaurant) before we go home. So after the paper, we went out from the school, thinking that nothing would happen. Then, we enjoyed ourselves at Kyushu~ Around 1pm, I went to my friend's house and Eunice went home. Who knew that I received Kay's call, telling me that Azalina searched for me and Eunice in school. I was like 'WHAT THE HELL?!! Don't scare me la weyh~' Too bad, that was true, gahh, that sucks man! STUPID!!! What la, first time skip only mahh. Shit!
No mood le~!
Ciao!

Hmphx!

Nothing happened recently. Exams going on right now, but there's no exams today! Yippee~ Cauz it's teacher's day mahh. So today it's like we go to school enjoy, no study, no textbooks. But this year's teacher's day celebration is kinda bored. I don't know why la actually. But I love the indian dance and band performance the mostt! All students in the hall were screaming and shouting non stop in the hall when the indian dance was going on. Cassan, Sze May and I was busy noticing Ustaz Ali who kept on fanning himself which led us in mistaking him that he was kinda high that time. And this year's theme for Teacher's Day is Oscar Awards. Well, it was almost like we're at the real Oscar Awards know. Whenever teachers went up to the hall to get their prizes, they would play songs that made the teachers look like singers. Lol. Hmm. Then there was this video made by the students from 5TM. Oh my godd. It was so nice. You can actually see the looks and faces of teacher never seen in real life before! Thanks Haza^^. I enjoyed~ Haha.
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Next, this is dedicated to my one and only Jusco permas jaya, Kaytrieese Tee![well, I promised her to write something about her here...] haha.

Kay arhhx,
Thanks for being there with me when I'm down and sad.
You're like the sun, shining in my life whenever my mood is like a rainy day.
Oops. Sun pula. haha. sorry la.
Out of topic la weyh. continue please!! *growls*
I love you la weyh.
And I love WeiLing too.
But I love you better~
haha.
I'm sorry for what I've done during form 1 to last year la.
Talking bad about you and stuffs.
I feel bad for doing so sehh. Cause now you're here,
don't mind what I used to did. kaka.
Again, love euu~`
You're always my shortie la kay.
Muackzz!
That's all la. Don't cry know??? hahahaa~`
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Erm, I don't know what to write le.
Ciao peeps!

With all my heart.. hehe~`