Haiyx..I'm speechless..Think whatever you like...

Haiyx. PMR is comming soon. 2 more months to go nehhx. But on the 3rd of August I'm having a band competition at Pasir Gudang, JB. So tireed. And my PMR Trial is comming soon. Goshh. The competition is on 3rd of August (Friday) and my trial is on the 6th to 10th of August. So nearr. Oh.My.God. Well, luckily I've started studying. Phew. If not maybe I won't be able to catch up as I can't catch up with my studies. Eesh. Oh well. That's the life of a band girl.

Next, I wanna confess this to my besties, SeptDay: Gals, I recently found out that I've being left out. It's like Jane will walk with Chris, Calean walking with Natasha and Jia Yi walking with Shi Yie. That's why sometimes I rather walk with myself than walking with you gals. Sometimes I will leave the table early because I need to calm myself down. And I know u gals care about me right? Thanks^^. I really appreciate it. But sometimes if I really don't feel like telling, please, don't force me or keep on asking me. I will tell if I feel like doing so. Sorry for always making you gals worry about me. That's all. Take care and love you gals always. Muackz!

Gosh..I'm Missing You..

It's been one week plus since we breaked. But i found out that I still can't let go of her. It's like, she's a part of my life now. Gosh. I'm missing her so badly, even me, myself is asking why. I wish that she was still by my side so that I'm not feeling so miserable. I'm missing her so badly. We haven't talked since we breaked. I don't wanna end it but she wants it so I don't wanna force her. I tried hard on saving this godsis thing but I failed. Totally. She rejected me and she said that maybe we will be closer if we become friends. But we're not even talking to each other now and how am us going to be close? Maybe, it's time for me to let go. Or maybe not. I don't know. Goodnight peoples.